[ 8:30 PM ]
todae is juz a slack through lor through sci through com through aiyah all the lessons lah during chinese lessons suddenly have a urge to write fanfics.i was writing lor then a unknown human being said he oso wan to write n c in the end who can write betta. i'm lyk hello definately is u 1 lor. i muz admit tt i m quite jealous with tt guy he is betta than me in all areas n i realise tt this few daes i had been trying to find smth where i can prove tt i m betta but i doubt so.gamatae muz continue trying, i believe tt i m surely betta than tt guy in someway or another..
the art fes was lyk boring i cannot believe they made us sit dere 4 whole 2 hrs listen to those things tt i m totally nt intersted in so idiot lor. but aniway FUNSTRUCK won first in the dunno wad catergory lah congrats!!!n there was during a break n they play QILIXIANG i m lyk cheering dere i cannot believe RV would play this type on song on this type of occasion i was elated.
todae TT training i m still having tt sometimes correct sometimes wrong shou fa okae to say frankly i m pissed off y can't i juz achieve tt correct shou fa lor. i even think tt wads the use of having a correct shou fa, i hardly smack during matches n in TT the objective is juz to bring the ball over so i m damn pissed i kept trying but i juz cannot get it rite.
2 more daes to my death seriously lor i dun 1 to perform tt dramatisation. it's nt lyk i have talent in tt area, if they ask me lyk give a powerpoint presentation tt will be so much more easier but ACTING oh man i juz dun lyk imagining myself as another person i juz wanna be myself me LIM SHI BIN get wad i mean hiax if onli there is a option "quit"/"go 4 it" i m telling u without hesitation i would pick QUIT.but there isn't ani choice so i need to get back to reality.have dramatisation rehearsal tml n pearlyn cannot attend so sick hiax.
tml going to our holding sch heard tt it sucks totally i n oso think so. so far from my home n my mum still think tt i sld take bus which is going to take alreadi 1h+ to reach there + all the time i need to eat breakfast,bathe blah blah blah i think i will be getting very dark dark circles next yr.argh but i think i sld try to understand my parents lah. we r nt lyk from bery rich family lor+ my parents need to work to pay 4 me n my gor's daily needs... so i think i sld try n be a gd gal n help them lessen their budden...