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elit meeting [ 11:22 PM ]

today elit meeting again. lyk 3 times in a week hiax. today did a back drop and the costumes.. i was hardworking today. painted alot on the backdrop. yea.. guess thats all. went back with xx. hahax she so nice treat me to hot fudge. THX! aniway tml gt training again den gt elit meeting again. feeling v tired had been a long time since i sleep for more than 10h liaox. dun feel lyk a holiday now unlike the first 2 weeks when i rot everyday. still stuck at my homework.

i have a big problem now. a problem of not being able to laugh lyk i usually do. usually when emily crack jokes i will laugh lyk dunno wad one. but nowadays i m lyk leng mo.. then so yong gong do project. dunno wads wrong with me. i just cannot seem to smile or laugh. feel so weird but my mouth will cannot go upwards u noe. today the whole day when i reali smile is when i saw the initial d gigantic poster on lot 1.. the other time was when siaoing with emi and qimin at the mrt. den rest i not reali laugh or smile.shit lahx how.

oso now i m green abt certain things which i cannot say lahx. coz its private...
i m tired of something but i still must face it in mani years to come. i want to run away from it. but it seems to follow me everywhere. i m reali tired of trying to get over it. it is reali v tiring to do it every single day. can't it just go away...