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+ [ 9:20 PM ]

it has ben 9 days since i have blogged. such a long time. aniway today is my BROTHER AND NALAN'S BIRTHDAY. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LALA. though i have nv said happy birthday to my brother. haha. we are siblings wad he sld noe me. aniway they are both 20 and my brother is going NS soon. hiax.

aniway the reason why i didn't blog nowadays is due to COMMON TEST. everyday is so hectic. teachers all wants 3C. all desperate to get make up lessons with 3C. my schedule everyday is only packed with test, lesson and remeial. nothing else. go home dun even have time to have a nap. slp less than 5h everyday. wad kind of bloody tiring life this is. going through this process is causing my white hair to grow at such a rapid rate and pimples are popping out. all this due to stress. damn. and yesterday we just receive the year end exams schedule. damn lahx. we are still going through the common test and they are already informing me about the year end test. they wanna kill us issit. the language papers are on 27th sep if i m not wrong. and that is only like 5 days after the end of my common test lahx. i mean please lahx let us rest a while will die ar huh. u teachers need time to mark papers and we need time to rest a while u noe. just a lil more time. hiax. so TIRED.

lots of stuff coming up. the coming septmenber holiday is going to be TERRIFYING! it is like a time for us to study rather than rest. SIAN. wadever cannot do anithing abt it. let's think abt it in a positive way. if the yr-end exams come faster mean we can have longer holidays. YAY! haha guess this is the only way u can console urself.

aniway i had physics SPA today. as usual i flunked it. if u feel that u have flunk ur physics SPA no worries come ask me how i flunk it i bet u will feel better. SS test was done is this somewhat subconscious mood. i tried my best. so wadever the results will be. seriously i think i m becoming more and more like a living dead. when i flunked my physics spa i wanna cry but i can't cry out. and by the time i finished my ss test. i dun feel anithing. u noe i can go on happily laffing ard like i usually do. so different from me last time. last time i will be shouting vulgarities and spam my full scap paper with vulgarities then tear that paper. i m in need of the beach and qixian right now. qixian make me laff man. as in laughter that will cause tears out from me. maybe that way i may feel alive. think that's the only way u will see tears coming from me.

tml i have to go back to go back to sch for remedial again. maths and physics. need to reach at 750 how great. hiax.

TABLE TENNIS is so great nowdays. cause i will slam all the bloody shit on the ball u noe. when my bat hits the ball it let out a v nice piak sound. i love that sound. aniway nowadys sec 3 girls v united. +D THANKS CARMEN FOR SHOWING ME THAT EXPERIMENT TODAY. i swear i m going to ask my bio teacher why issit so.haha. then maybe i will explain it to u guys in the next trg. =D