darn
[ 11:02 PM ]
today is a terrible day. everything seems so wrong from after recess onwards. got back the damn SS paper. i m left so speechless. it was so just hard for me to accept the fact of that bloody thing. slam the majong paper. argh. and also kick the fence on the way down to the com lab 2. those were the only things i did to vent my anger. think it was reasonable enough if not normally i would have just went mad and scream or wadever and kill whoever that was near me. so i simle stared and remained speechless throughout the whole SS lesson. went back for maths lesson that i m so blur abt wads going on. think i m not going to do well in vectors. i suck in everything that had to do with graph paper. darn.
before i left for cca derek shouted to me to wake up. sorry lahx but there are times when shibin the dumb dumb pet that always seems to be happy is depressed okae. she also needs time to be alone. there are also times when she shut up and says nth. is not that i m morning over that darn paper on and on okae. all i need is some time [maybe half or one day] to get back my thoughts again and be happy.
aniway thanks jiamin,junkai, sihui and whoever whho tried to make me smile. thanks alot :D i will try my best to forget abt it and smile =]
nth much just that on the way there got scolded for nth by this old woman. she said i "zou4 lu4 bu4 kan4 lu4" wadever she wans to say lahx. i dun wanna explain, all i can say that it was really not my fault. she contributes half of it. she sld be grateful i didn't kick her when i m in this terrible mood liao. damn her.
it's zhu mu last day of teaching us. greeted him before we all left nth much.. zhixuan is funny haha.
i m going to drown myself in my MP3 nowadays.