everybody's changing
[ 8:16 PM ]
yes i m finally blogging. i m blogging coz i have this sudden urge after reading my friends blog. yes it's eoys everybody's stressed up. chem flunk i guess. geo i hope i can get at least a B3. the paper so damn long lahx. i do until half way through feel like slping liao. i just wanna slp. calling a hyperactive shibin to stay in a confine area for 2.25h is like a torture to her. english paper sucks. okae whatever it's just not good. and i m not even feeling sad. i m immune. is that a good or bad thing? somehow this is ironic. i noe i am flunking my exam, i dun feel sad and still can lala ard. while some of my friends are sad abt it[sory no offence here] but somehow i just couldn't bother. right shibin is going crazy. i m only studying hard so that i can comfort myself even if i fail my papers. at least i can tell myself u have tried your best. so ya BREATHE and MOVE ON! and i m going to continue mugging till friday when i attains my freedom again.
right after reading my friends posts i guess everyone's stressed up. smiles from their faces are slipping away. i guess mine on the way of losing too. i have not been laffing crazily for weeks. i dun even feel like toking sometimes. i m getting amnesia.seriously i couldn't slp well yesterday. amnesia is enough to kill me. i can't SLP!! AHHH THAT"S BAD! i even started toking to myself okae to motivate myself to continue mugging.i can stare into the mirror and say LIN SHIMIN JIAYOU!and i m seriously getting paranoid.i get worried over tiny-weeny things.argh.i wish all of this is just due to exam stress. on 610 everything will just go POFF and BYE BYE they are gone. ahhh 0610 come faster.
on 0610 i shall spend my night at east coast park celebrating latern fest wih 3c. haha the time to RELAX. i can't wait till then. while i do that my brother shall be in tekong shaving his hair and making his head all shiny like a moon. haha. and now i shall go mug my physics.
plan:tonight and saturday study physics and bio
sunday=emaths!!
okae this post is very random. there is no stucture and i may not noe wat i m posting oso.